Jack & Jill (Demos)

by Justin Friello

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Jack & Jill 03:16
Always want what I can't have But I continue to climb that hill And I promise that I'll find my way back If you'll be my Jill It's me you haunt with your smile your laugh Whatever is in you, I'll find it, I will And I promise that I'll be your Jack If you'll be my Jill You wore my hat, and with your hand on my back You said, "I'm going home." So I'll pretend that I'll see you again Your picture, my company when I am alone My setting sun, what have you done? Your glance, it gave me a thrill If you only knew I'm mad over you You might be my Jill You said goodnight with your smile bright And gave me only your name It's dumb, I know, to think of you so But I hold on to the fantasy that you feel the same Memory will be the death of me But I can't seem to get my fill A panic attack; I want to be your Jack Would you be my Jill?
2.
Worship You 04:34
All of your skin The clothes that you're in Do not quite approach what I see in you The waters at night The morning's first light Do not hold a candle to what I see in you, you, you When you were made A gift the world gave To every pair of eyes that would look on you And under your wings You shelter everything That's beautiful; and no one compares to you, you, you So hold me, want me I'll worship you, worship you Hold me, want me I'll worship you, worship you Goddess of dreams So unfair it seems That you should hold me once and then walk away What's real and what's true All this inside you Please return and bless me for all my days, my days, my days So need me, want me I'll worship you, worship you Need me, want me I'll worship you, worship you
3.
Obsessed 04:49
I'm obsessed What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm a mess And it doesn't even matter who she'd be 'Cause I'm out of my mind thinking about her All the time living without her Who am I to think that I could change her life? I'm obsessed Who the fuck have I become? At best She's an image I created of someone And I'm losing it all pretending I know her Hitting a wall and I can't let go A waterfall, I'm drowning in her life She's the best thing ever happened to me She's the best thing ever happened to me She's the best thing ever happened to me She's the best thing ever happened to me She's the best thing, the best thing, the best thing No, I've lost control of my life My heart and soul, they did me wrong They did me wrong, they did me wrong I'm obsessed Is this the fuck what I deserve? Unless She's avoiding me to rattle all my nerves And unsettle my heart and stop my hands It isn't smart to mess with a mess Who's been apart from love as long as I I'm obsessed And how the fuck can I go on? I confess I don't care if everything I want is wrong 'Cause I want her touch feeling my body In her clutch with her legs around me Not too much to ask for her and I I'm the best thing ever happened to her I'm the best thing ever happened to her I'm the best thing ever happened to her I'm the best thing ever happened to her I'm the best thing, the best thing, the best thing No, I've lost control of my life My heart and soul, they did me wrong They did me wrong, they did me wrong When I'm alone her spirit comforts me At times I feel her hands on me Remember her voice that doesn't call me now I have to conjure it up myself Remember the time, the only time we met I haven't forgotten anything When I'm alone, embarrassed, hide my face I have only myself to blame When I'm alone, her spirit taunting me I have only myself to blame When I'm alone, ashamed to show my face I have only myself to blame
4.
Confused 04:44
Conversation started days ago Who knows, who knows When we'll get a moment of our own? Where'd you go? Where'd you go? 'Cause I wanna be your friend But I think that it's the end When you leave me hanging, words are dangling I can't comprehend Why you've even gone this long When you're seeming so withdrawn What am I to you? Can I break through? How can I move on? So confused And used As I occupy the space where nothing's taking place 'Cause boredom Is your bedlam Am I just a comma in the sentence of your life to pass the time? Bubble-thought ellipses take a toll Come and go, come and go What could be as easy as hello? Not so, not so And I'm trying to be kind But I'm waiting on a sign That this is original, not digital Or a figment of my mind Now you're showing me your hand And I think I understand That I'm opportune this afternoon I fit around your plans So confused And used As I occupy the space where nothing's taking place 'Cause boredom Is your bedlam Am I just a comma in the sentence of your life, your life? So confused And used I don't wanna be defined as a note squeezed in the lines When boredom Is your bedlam Am I just a comma in the sentence of your life to pass the time?
5.
Why won't you talk to me Face on computer screen? You're staring right back at me But you never say a word If I'm speaking honestly Think you're making fun of me Though you watch silently You voice is the loudest that I've heard How did I end up like this? Why are you the one I miss? Why won't you talk to me Face that I can't unsee? I'm waiting impatiently For a voice with a reply Give back my self-esteem Let me believe in me You've taken my sanity Without saying your goodbye How did I end up like this? Why are you the one I miss? Why won't you talk to me? Why won't you talk to me? Why won't you talk to me anymore? Why won't you talk to me Face on computer screen? You're making it hard for me To see anyone but you Will you let go of me? Or is this eternity? How could you start with me With no plans to see this through? How did I end up like this? Why are you the one I miss? Why won't you talk to me? Why won't you talk to me? Why won't you talk to me anymore? Why won't you talk…

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Recorded April 2015, Schenectady New York

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released March 7, 2017

All music and lyrics written and performed by Justin Friello.

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